我 在我的世界裡 優遊自在

For me, life is pain this month.
早上很匆忙的出門上課，耳邊突然響起一句低沉的lyric
"Love is pain..." 只記得小時候聽過這首歌，至於歌名歌詞，完全不記得了
有點哀沉的語調，對照我的身體狀況，
把love替換成life，就是我的心情寫照阿...
（反覆播放life is pain中..）

Love is pain,
And pain is good,
Whatever else happens,
Should be understood.
Love is war,
A complicated bliss,
Trapped in temptation,
Sealed with a kiss .
If happiness was this much pain,
Then i don't want to be in this messed up game.
My eyes are swollen up in tears,
I can't let anyone know my fears.
Love is pain,
And it is a shame,
I heard it was some good stuff,
But for me it just isn't enough.
Was i suppose to let go and let love?
What the hell is all that about?
My life is suppose to be happy and free,
Doing things that pleases me.
But since the day i met you,
Mine, me and I became us we and you,
What a selfish bastard you are wanting all my attention for yourself,
Just think about all the time you made me cry,
And multiply that by nine,
Then get up, turn left and stay the hell out of my life.
Didn't I tell you in the begining that i didn't want to pretend.
No one else i ever wanted not even the hot bodied men,
Love is pain,
And pain is good,
Whatever happens,
Will just would.

life is fucking stuff!
怎麼會這麼倒楣，兩週前感冒才好，
天氣一轉熱，變成過敏，
現在又是經痛又是喉嚨痛又是感冒，
豆腐我錯了，我高估自己了，
我以後要跟生病的人保持距離!
兩顆止痛藥的有效期只夠我寫完一張考卷，
晚上寫西文時，早已不知神遊到哪了...
想睡覺休息一下，擾人得噪音一直干擾我...唉
能不能所有倒楣的事隨著四月的結束而終止阿
我不管，我要回家睡覺，我要回家!